'I was within and without, simultaneously enchanted and repelled by the inexhaustible variety of life.'

Heather King - Parched (via sparklesandwhiskey)

This applies to my eating disorder for me. So powerful!

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I once heard a sober alcoholic say that drinking never made him happy, but it made him feel like he was going to be happy in about fifteen minutes. That was exactly it, and I couldn’t understand why the happiness never came, couldn’t see the flaw in my thinking, couldn’t see that alcohol kept me trapped in a world of illusion, procrastination, paralysis. I lived always in the future, never in the present. Next time, next time! Next time I drank it would be different, next time it would make me feel good again. And all my efforts were doomed, because already drinking hadn’t made me feel good in years.

nuyorc:

A Night in Heaven 1983

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Just want to be on my own all the time 

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